It sure doesn’t feel like 3 months have gone past by, but yet here wer are; at the start of April of 2022. I’m still not as fully committed to my daily tasks for the long-term goals. The end goals are clear as water in my head, but the actual steps to get there aren’t. I spend too much time and energy just thinking about how I “might” go about the tasks rather than specifying and zooming in into proper doable tasks.

Writing about this constant nagging I’ve got going in my head kinda does help relieving the stress it produces. It’s a constant nag, even when working, that constantly makes me think that I’m not working on something that I should be working on, or that I’m not working properly on the tasks, or that I’m forgetting something, or that I should plan before doing anything, or, or, or…

It’s pretty tiring. And it doesn’t help that I’ve got real life problems to take care of too at the same time. Someone’s gotta pay the bills, take care of his body, look for a wifu, enlist in the voluntary military sel-defense training camp, work on personal-projects, work on the long-term Aybuben project, properly set up my own business, get the business going, etc.

Ufff… anyhow… that’s what’s up. I’m looking into getting organized and use some task manager to order my to-do’s and get to them on a timely manner and without constant worry of not doing it properly or in the right order.

That was a long way of explaining how I’ve been waking up every day these last few years. Constantly worrying.

Enough bitching though, time to work!


🌞 The Morning Routine

I am grateful for

  1. Coffee.
  2. New opportunities each day.
  3. The warm sun coming back.

Daily Affirmations. I am

  1. Dedicated to my life goals.
  2. Not straying from’s God’s path.
  3. In high spririts despite the situation in Armenia.

What would make today great?

  1. Get some work done.
  2. Have a fun sparring day.
  3. Sleep on time.

🌜 The Night Routine

3 Amazing things that happened today…

  1. Got some work done.
  2. Had a fun sparring day.
  3. Didn’t sleep on time.

How could I have made today even better?

Meh.